Birth Trauma and Its Relation to
Mental Illness, Suicide and Ecstasy

Maternal Brain: Organ with Peripartal Plasticity

"Uncomplicated birth seems to be the blueprint for coping with all later difficult situations in life.

Various complications, such as prolonged and debilitating delivery, the use of forceps, or heavy anesthesia appear to be correlated to specific problems in dealing with future projects of all kinds.

The same is true for induced birth, premature delivery, and Caesarean section."- Stanislav Grof

Chinese charater for daily life

"What is life?

It is the flash of a firefly in the night.

It is the breath of a buffalo in the wintertime.

It is the little shadow which runs across the grass

and loses itself in the sunset." – Crowfoot

Human birth recapitulates the primordial act of life's original generation from the womb of the earth.

The fecundity of the earth, its fullness and fertility is mystically reflected in the woman's ability to give birth.

Natural Autoimmunity of Homeostasis


life - one per person

"When we begin to view life as other than a zero-sum game where
my gain is your loss, then the struggle against the world loses motivation
and instead of trying to control life, we let it in." - Charles Eisenstein

Welcome to Life

Blockchain: Life on the Ledger

Message From the Future - "Life vs. Entropy"

"There is no such thing as an insignificant life, only the insignificance of mind that refuses to grasp the implications. Each of us has a very important role to play in a healthy, sustainable world." - Laurence Overmire

By maintaining internal chemical and thermal equilibrium living creatures create a distinction between self and the outside environment.

In terms of thermodynamics, life exists at a cost to the environment.

Homeostasis requires a localized arrest or reversal of entropy

By definition life creates a dualism - an inside and an outside

Life demands an energy source, an irreversible taking from the environment.

Life is a separating off of a temporarily self-maintaining part of the universe.

Contrary to our fundamental cultural assumptions, though, this separation is neither permanent nor absolute, but admits to degrees.

Permeable to the environment there is routine exchange of materials.

We are semi-permanent patterns of flux with an existence independent like an ocean wave comprising a certain collection of water molecules.

life is a mystery

"Why even I myself often think
I know little or nothing of my real life."
Walt Whitman

life is defined herein as:

vital force


plants and animals;

animating potential;

animation and energy in action;

the course of existence of an individual;

that which imparts or excites spirit or vigor;

the characteristic state or condition of a living organism;

the physical, mental, and spiritual experiences that constitute existence;

The state of being that distinguishes living organisms from dead matter which begins with germination or generation and ends with death.

Manifested in cooperative functions such as metabolism, growth, reproduction, and response to stimuli or adaptation to the environment originating from within the organism.

The Dream of a Ridiculous Man

psychic security

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