Birth Trauma and Its Relation to
Mental Illness, Suicide and Ecstasy

Maternal Brain: Organ with Peripartal Plasticity

Natural Autoimmunity of Homeostasis

Endocannabinoid system and Human reproduction

"Uncomplicated birth seems to be the blueprint for coping with all later difficult situations in life.

Various complications, such as prolonged and debilitating delivery, the use of forceps, or heavy anesthesia appear to be correlated to specific problems in dealing with future projects of all kinds.

The same is true for induced birth, premature delivery, and Caesarean section."- Stanislav Grof

Chinese charater for daily life

"What is life?

It is the flash of a firefly in the night.

It is the breath of a buffalo in the wintertime.

It is the little shadow which runs across the grass

and loses itself in the sunset." – Crowfoot

Human birth recapitulates the primordial act of the

original generation of life from the womb of the earth.

The fecundity of the earth, its fullness and fertility is

mystically reflected in the woman's ability to give birth.

life - one per person

"When we begin to view life as other than a zero-sum game where
my gain is your loss, then the struggle against the world loses motivation
and instead of trying to control life, we let it in." - Charles Eisenstein

Welcome to Life

Blockchain: Life on the Ledger

Message From the Future - "Life vs. Entropy"

"There is no such thing as an insignificant life, only the insignificance of mind that refuses to grasp the implications. Each of us has a very important role to play in a healthy, sustainable world." - Laurence Overmire

By maintaining internal chemical and thermal equilibrium living creatures create a distinction between self and the outside environment.

In terms of thermodynamics, life exists at a cost to the environment.

Homeostasis requires a localized arrest or reversal of entropy

By definition life creates a dualism - an inside and an outside

Life demands an energy source, an irreversible taking from the environment.

Life is a walled off temporarily self-maintaining fragment of the universe.

Contrary to our fundamental cultural assumptions, though, this separation is neither permanent nor absolute, but admits to degrees.

Permeable to the environment there is routine exchange of materials.

We are semi-permanent patterns of flux with an independent existence like
a smoke or ocean wave comprised of a collection of certain molecules.

life is a mystery

"Why even I myself often think

I know little or nothing of my real life."

Walt Whitman

life is defined herein as:

vital force


plants and animals;

animating potential;

animation and energy in action;

the course of existence of an individual;

that which imparts or excites spirit or vigor;

the characteristic state or condition of a living organism;

the physical, spiritual, and mental experiences that constitute existence;

The state of being that distinguishes living organisms from dead matter.

Manifested in cooperative functions of metabolism, growth, reproduction, and response to stimuli or adaptation to the originating environment.


Did our helpless babies make humans so smart?

Bilingual babies know when the rules don’t apply

"Semyaza, who was their leader, Urakiba, Ramiel, Kokabiel, Tamiel, Ramiel, Daniel, Ezeqiel, Baraqiel, Asael, Armaros, Ananel, Zaqiel, Samsiel, Satael, Turiel, Yomiel, Araziel.

They took wives for themselves and everyone chose for himself one each. And they began to go into them and were promiscuous with them. And they taught them charms and spells, and they showed them the cutting of roots and trees. And they became pregnant and bore large giants."

Book Of Enoch

Humans have such large heads

Unlike the foal who shortly after birth climbs to her wobbly legs, a human infant can do absolutely nothing for himself, let alone hold himself erect.

Upon birth each human is dependent on other humans for EVERYTHING.

As we grow into adults giant memories are buried deep in the subconscious.

Human infants look with fear and awe at the abilities of the living giants.

Along with the compassion the giants showed me they also showed me anger when my behavior was unacceptable to a strange set of unspoken rules.

At times these rules were easy to understand but at other times the unspoken rules were unwittingly broken and the anger of the giants was provoked.

The most important thing to each and every human infant is the feeling of belonging, feeling the embrace of the protective "giant" and soothing the anger of the angry "giant" through compliance or distraction.

Deep in the subconscious rest keys which unlock emotional reactions.

Humans need to belong and they look to on high for guidance - emotional reactions are blazoned into their subconscious throughout life.

These emotional "keys", originally turned in response to the actions of the giants, remain in place while remaining obscure throughout life.

Homeostatic Immunity and the Microbiota

Humans - unlike cattle, buffalo or elephants - developed a system of learned behavior specialized in environmental manipulation.

Humans use technique in everything, even maintaining human microbiome.

Tool use is not limited to primates.

Creation of behaviorally augmented micro-climates is not limited to humans.

All nesting birds, bears, rabbits, social insects and all other life does it.

Humans represent an evolved life form that ascended, not primarily through instinctive behavior, but through learned and shared behavioral complexes.

Humans cognitive biology did not need evolve to create a variation of structure: huts, igloos, cathedrals and skyscrapers.

Culture, a cooperative venture, paradoxically thrives on individualism.

Cultures meet longer term risks by making specialized or esoteric knowledge and skill a function of individualistic – many times eccentric – phenotypes.

Cognitive function in adults reflects stress experienced in fetal and early life.

Stressing the human biological phenotype challenges the limits of plasticity.

Human beings are the collective mechanisms of cultural evolution.

The person observing constellations nightly notices an eclipse approaching.

Heretics, atheists, and "apostates" discover realms other than religion.

The kind of paradigm shift that begins with a few philosophical musings can get people ostracized, nailed to a cross or even burned at the stake.

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