smell the color nine

"Eternal Soul becomes as it desires and its
essential freedom is chained by desire

Saint Brenard of Clairvaux

unnatural desire

Chinese charater for sick Chinese charater for corrupt Chinese charater for foolishness

Organic desire is natural.

Inorganic desire is unnatural.

Certain things enhance pleasure.

Indefinite things detract from comfort.

Sin can be defined as a sickness of the soul in the pursuit of unnatural desire outside natural moral constraints.

"We are not punished for our sins, but by them."

Michael Stormcloud

"Know verily that knowledge is of two kinds:

Divine and Satanic.

One welleth out from the fountain of divine inspiration; the other is but a reflection of vain and obscure thoughts.

The source of the former is God Himself.

The motive-force of the latter the whisperings of selfish desire.

The former bringeth forth the fruit of patience, of true understanding and compassion; whilst the latter can yield naught but arrogance, vainglory and conceit." - Bahá'u'lláh

To survive in a world full of lions, tigers and bears children had to be taught to protect themselves.

This means following the instincts that come to naturally to each of us in the form of emotion.

A mind set of self-protection often gives rise to narcissistic behavior.

This creates a conundrum.

How does the tribe survive if each individual is looking out only for self ?

The answer is - it doesn't.

All members of the tribe are required to go through an initiation process when they near puberty in which they are introduced to the god protector of the tribe through a mystical experience.

The method used to modify the thought processes of an adolescence tribe member to bring them into the fold of the tribe has always been shock and awe through a gruelling initiation process.

This revised thought processes in a manner which replaced self-focus with a tribal family focus or institutional focus.

With the replacement of most traditional modes of tribal living with MICE culture most people remain in an infantile state of self-focus playing chutes and ladders their entire life.

Infantile self-focus looks for something, anything novel, to amuse itself.


"Mimetic desire is responsible for specific features of humanity,
when we imitate the desires of those we admire, we are bound to
desire the objects they themselves desire
." - René Girard

Constant Craving

The unlikely Christianity of René Girard

The Greatest Epidemic Sickness Known to Humanity

"The hedonistic psychology involves the stock phrase, a "hysterion-proteron"; it puts the cart before the horse.

In reality, the imagined pleasantness is forged by desire, not desire by imagined pleasantness."- Hastings Rashdall

"All our desires may be generalized as desires to substitute (upgrade) a more satisfactory state of affairs with a less satisfactory state of affairs.

Rational ethics cannot be built on merely on what we "ought" to desire but on what we do desire.

The ultimate goal of the conduct of each of us, as an individual is to maximize his own happiness and well-being.

Therefore the effort of each of us, as a member of society, is to persuade and induce everyone else to act so as to maximize the long run happiness and well-being of society as a whole." - Henry Hazlitt

Moral and ethical truths have revealed themselves throughout the course of human history and men and women of integrity have recorded them.

Initially these recordings were conveyed to the next generation through the Oral Tradition but everything changed when Alexander III of Macedonia conquered the 'known' world.

Before the synthesis of the various mythological thought models the diverse cultures all used proverbs which were simply recordings of the speech of the Oral Tradition.

Examples are seen in the Words of Jesus in the Gospel of Thomas and in the words of Lao Tze, Confucius and Siddhartha Gautama.

The Hebrews in Alexandria borrowed the narrative myth style of the Greeks and used it to create a realistic narrative history of the Hebrews.

Then came synthesis through exegesis of mythological thought in the West until that was put to an end by Catholic Roman Emperor Theodosius I in hopes of creating a conforming unified social culture but truly all that ended was the Hellenistic Age of Reason, replaced by the Dark Ages.

Along the way viable initiation process' were abandoned simply due to the fact that the tribal body had grown too large and were replaced with largely hollow rituals like Bar Mitzvah or Catholic Confirmation.

Hollow rituals do not change focus from self to tribe like boot camp does.

Seven Deadly Sins

Chinese charater for gluttonyChinese charater for envyChinese charater for sloth
Chinese charater for wrathChinese charater for prideChinese charater for lustChinese charater for greed

spiritual healing

they are seven,
just seven deep in the Earth,
just seven far into the Heavens,
they are seven, neither male nor female
they are ghosts of towering rocky mountains
they are a cold cutting wind on a warm still day
they are strangers to emotion, they have thought not
they wear the Mask of Desire over the Mask of Evil
they feed upon corrupt enemy Souls,
seven unnatural desires fill every thought

i name the seven here to be brought into the Light
gluttonous slothful envious lustful greedy wrathful pride
in the name of Heaven let them be restored to our Sight

i name the seven here to be brought into the Light
gluttonous slothful envious lustful greedy wrathful pride
in the name of Earth let them be restored to our Sight

i name the seven here to be brought into the Light
gluttonous slothful envious lustful greedy wrathful pride
Let the Dreaming restore thy Sight

Athbhreith Athbheochan

"There is a proverb which maintains that the appetite is restored by eating.

This proverb, vulgar though it be, has a very extensive significance: by preforming horrors, the desire to commit additional ones is whetted, and the more of them one commits, the more of them one desires." - Marquis de Sade

The seven deadly sins, derived from natural human desire, morph into sin when a desire is pursued with a relentless thirsting obsession for which there is no natural satisfaction.

Unrealistic, unattainable and manufactured desire corrupts natural desire.

Manufactured desire based upon fantasy, faulty comprehension or fluoride allows the demons of spiritual c✡rrupti✡n to consume the Eternal Soul.



Chinese charater for gluttony

to desire and take more substance than
is needed to sustain self and dependents

"Gluttony is an emotional escape,
a sign something is eating us."
Peter De Vries

people trap


Chinese charater for envy

to desire objects possesed by others

"Covetousness leaves us perpetually dissatisfied."

Tenzin Gyatso


Hostile Inaction


Chinese charater for sloth

to enslave others through inaction

"Thou seest how sloth wastes the sluggish body,
as water is corrupted unless it moves."

Neuroscience of Procrastination

US Foreign Policy

Revenge makes you feel a lot of feelings

"The first form is darkness, the second desire, the third ignorance, the fourth is the excitement of death, the fifth is the kingdom of the flesh, the sixth is the foolishness of flesh, the seventh is deception.

These are seven forms of wrath." - Gospel of Mary


Chinese charater for wrath

to seeth with anger and seek revenge

"In the souls of the people the grapes of wrath are
filling and growing heavy, growing heavy for the vintage."

John Steinbeck

Pride could hint at mood disorders


Chinese charater for pride

to inflate oneself in imagination above others

"If I am elected President,
I will end the special interest monopoly in Washington, D.C."
Donald Trump

The President Is a Ponzi Scheme

a whore somewhere in this image

Teens willing to gamble on unknown

Her Strut

Cherry Bomb

Billie Jean

Chinese charater for lust

inappropriate sexual desire

"Lust is to the other passions what the nervous system is to life;
it supports them all, lends strength to them all ambition,
cruelty, avarice, revenge, are all founded on lust."

Marquis de Sade



Chinese charater for greed

to monopolize resources

"Like a fire, greed is more a process than a thing.

It is the state of combustion, the activity of consumption, the procedure by means of which organic resources are quickly reduced to a heap of ash.

It is insatiable by nature, since the moment one desire is gratified another flares up, demanding also to be sated.

Greed drives an unquenchable compulsion to consume, and as the guiding hand of our economic system, its reach is rapidly becoming global.

As it burns it throws off a compelling light, dazzling us with the pleasure of its shapes and colors.

We delight in playing with this fire." - Andrew Olendzki

These seven unnatural desires can become active in any and all combinations.

Unnatural desire acts like a giant ball of constricting twine that struggles and thrashs as it slowly squeezes the life out of living soul !

"Do not boast that you have no pride, because it is less visible than an ant's foot on a black stone in a dark night." - Saadi of Shiraz

"Evil people squander their money on sin." - Proverbs 10:16

Chinese charater for obsession


Girls Just Want to Have Fun

Obsession acts as a control mechanism of conscious thought.

'Modern' men and women are caged in by the walls, bars, chains of locked-in interest rates.

Only one field of primordial adventure remains.

Obsessed with the sexual, like apes in a zoo, all have a fetish.

With a fetish an abnormal bond is formed between something worn, a crafted object, a part of the body or another object seen to be enlivened or inhabited by spirit with magical power to bind, entrance, hypnotize or mesmerize.

"You're a young individual, you're curious, you haven't had sex but you don't want to appear to be a neophyte. What do you do? You go on the internet to see, how should I behave? What they're getting is a stilted perception of reality." - Ralph DiClemente

"The more women I talked to, the more it became clear that 'hotness' was the largest factor in the equation of their self-worth." - Meghan Daum

sexual deviancy is evil

Tribute to the Goddess

The Weaponized Naked Girl

Laurel and Hardy go for Ice Cream

Sunshine of your Love

"The reality is there are 700,000-plus sex offenders living in the streets of America." - Hemanshu Nigam, chief security officer for MySpace 01/09

"In a culture in which the sexualization of childhood is big business - mainstream media amalgamation such as Disney earn billions by marketing sexy products to children too young to understand their significance - is it any wonder that pedophiles feel emboldened to claim that they shouldn't be ostracized for desiring sex with children?

On an internet bulletin board, one self-avowed "girl lover" offered a critique of a New York Times series on pedophilia:

"They fail, of course, to mention the hypocrisy of Talmudwood selling little girls to millions of people in a highly sexualized manner."

I hate to say it, but the pedophiles have a point here.

There are plenty of good reasons to worry about children and sex.

But if we want to get to the heart of the problem, we should obsess a little less about whether the neighbor down the block is a dangerous pedophile - and we should worry a whole lot more about good old fashioned American corporation, which is busy serving our children up to pedophiles on a corporate platter." - Rosa Brooks

1313 Baphomet appears in trial transcripts for the Inquisition of the Knights Templar.

1856 Baphomet is associated with a "Sabbatic Goat" image drawn by Eliphas Levi.

The Gender Identity Fallacy

Pediatricians Call It What It Is – Child Abuse

Camille Paglia: Transgender & Civilization's Decline

Transgender is 'Mental Disorder;' Sex Change 'Biologically Impossible'

Johns Hopkins Psychiatrist: Sex Change 'Biologically Impossible'

DSM-V To Rename Gender Identity Disorder 'Gender Dysphoria'

Pediatrician: Transgender ideology has produced large-scale child abuse

Science Confirms The Obvious: Men And Women Aren't That Different

Transgender Hero Breaks Ranks

Masochism is defined as pleasure, gratification or release, which may be sexual or otherwise, obtained from pain, suffering, deprivation, degradation, humiliation, submissiveness, physical and emotional abuse, inflicted by self or by others.

In the first case one turns destructive tendencies inward upon oneself.

In the second case there is a willingness or tendency to subject oneself to socially unpleasant or trying experiences.

Antron "Big Lurch" Singleton chewed through Tynisha Ysais' breasts, tore open her chest and ate her lung. 06/03

An Hispanic man in his 40s was pronounced dead at Ingalls Memorial Hospital by a Cook County Medical Examiner with bite mark trauma to his mouth. 02/09

31-year-old Rudy Eugene plucks Ronald Poppo eyes out and rips his face to shreds with his teeth. 05/12

3 breasted prostitute

iCarly iNipples

"You will look back on all the ways you defiled yourselves and will hate
because of the evil you have done." - Ezekiel 20:43

Easy Money

Mustang Sally

Mississippi Queen

Challenging Prostitution & Myths That Sustain It

Taking marketing prostitution to a whole new level is "Natalie Dylan" who auctioned off her "virginity" in 2008.

"I don't have a moral dilemma with it," says the young woman, who's using the pseudonym of Natalie Dylan "for safety reasons."

"Why shouldn't I be allowed to capitalize on my virginity?"

Survivors of the sex industry frequently stand in agreement that prostitution was a violation of their human rights.

The insistence that men must have a sexual outlet, lest they become forceful, has perpetuated the notion that women exist for men.

presidential oddities

Afraid to gamble? Blame your amygdala

A single brain connection predicts risky gambling

One of the most astounding exhibitions of rationally insane human behavior of enjoying being deceived out of their hard earned money.

What is the lottery? A moron tax!

Ausuf Umar Siddiqu, a computer salesman that became Fry's vice president of merchandising and operations, deposited $167.8 million in illegal kickbacks in his fake corporate bank account between 2005 and 2008.

Ausuf Umar Siddiqu gambled that all away and then some.

Ausuf Umar Siddiqu was arrested for wire fraud and money laundering.

"It bothers me that a significant number of people who play the lottery are spending a high percentage of their discretionary income. State government is really taking advantage of them. It's pathetic." - Leo McCarthy commenting on the California state lottery

After the Enron Energy Futures Trading Floor accounting fraud journalism terminolgy changed from "investing" to "gambling" and "betting" - terms used by Bloomberg and Wall Street Journal among others.

Investing for anyone without insider knowledge has always been pretty much a crapshoot as success is dependent on real knowledge - not specualtion.

In the past if you were lucky enough to have a fairly educated Broker you might stand a small chance of making some money or at least not watching your money evaporate as the Federal Reserve increased the money supply.

After the financial squeeze of 2008 there is no question that the purchase of securitized paper is really just the same as spinning the roulette wheel as the foundation of toxic debt has not and is not being retired.

November 2009 Securities and Exchange Commission recruits Kathleen M. Floyd as its new deputy director of investor education.

Kathleen M. Floyd is executive director of the Stock Market Game, a virtual-investing program that gives hundreds of thousands of students a $100,000 make-believe portfolio to play with designed and distributed by a foundation financed by the Securities Industry and Financial Markets Association.

"Call me skeptical, but I can't help wondering if the endgame is to prep young scholars to grow up to be willing brokerage-firm customers.

Investor education for students means gambling on stock prices 12 weeks out?" - Susan Antilla

"You could teach kids the basic rules of blackjack and have a more lasting and beneficial impact." - Tim Collins

Sociology doctoral student Kyle Siler analyzed 27 million online poker hands by using the software PokerTracker to upload and analyze small-stakes, medium-stakes, and high-stakes hands of No-Limit Texas Hold'em with six seats at the table.

The more hands players won, the less money they collected.

Multiple wins were for small stakes offset by occasional significant losses.

Cognitive bias occurs when the player fails to do the cognitive accounting - taking into account the fact that winning streaks end after the player has, now confident in his ability to win, increased the stakes until major losses occur.

An example of the double or nothing fallacy.

Greg Hogan, president of his Lehigh University sophomore class, second-chair cello in the university orchestra, a finance and accounting double major, worked at the chaplain's office and is the son of a Baptist minister.

Greg Hogan secretly palyed on-line poker and robbed a bank to pay his debt.

Greg Hogan was sentenced to 22 months to 10 years in prison.

"Riskiness may be profitable, especially in higher-stakes games, but it also increases the variance and uncertainty in payoffs. Living one's life, calibrating strategies and managing one's bankroll are particularly challenging when enduring wild and erratic swings in short term results of luck.

The biggest opponent for many players is themselves, given the challenges of optimizing one's mindset and strategies, both in the card game and the meta-games of psychology, rationality, and socio-economic arbitrage which hover beneath it." - Kyle Siler

Cognitive bias' that gambler's fall into include:

optimism bias, positive outcome bias, overconfidence bias,confirmation bias, choice-supportive bias, hindsight bias, restraint bias, selection bias, self-serving bias, illusion of control, illusory correlation, base rate fallacy, gambler's fallacy, Dunning-Kruger effect, observer-expectancy effect, neglect of prior base rates effect, pseudocertainty effect, availability heuristic, disregard of regression toward the mean, neglect of probability and selective perception.

The question remains: have all gamblers received brain damage?

Only female and male can have true intercourse - only sexual intercourse, coitus, allows conjunction - true soul-to-soul connection.

Every other form of 'sex' is only foreplay or sexual deviancy.

Homosexuality worships narcissism and the end of LIFE.

The classic definition of homosexuality is the same as the definition of narcissism : excessive or erotic interest in oneself or in the form of oneself.

"Israel is stepping up its public relations effort to discredit Iran.

The campaign plans to recruit the international gay community."- Barak Ravid 04/20/09

over analysis

chemically altered brain states

Apparently your take on reality causes you to want to hide from Яeality.

Personally, I can not condemn you.

Very few people are able to understand and except reality!

Drugs are a wonderful way to escape reality.

Unfortunately you will probably spend nearly every moment thinking about your drugs or using your drugs or procuring your drugs.

Your life will revolve around drugs which will become the axis mundi.

And it really does not matter whether your medication is legal or illegal!

A prescription for a medication does not make it morally right!

If you allow drugs to take over your life then you have made a conscious decision to live your life in a Prozac® induced hypnotic trance.

Winston Smith eventually repents of his lack of love
for Big Brother and falls into his loving embrace.

1984 (Nineteen Eighty-Four) - Thug Notes

One Moral Order

"Strange times are these in which we live when old and young are taught iniquity and anyone that dares to tell the truth is called at once a lunatic and fool." - Plato

There is truly only the Natural Moral Order which is based on the Rule of Reciprocity as no manufactured form of "social order" is moral.

Traditional moral systems have innate ethical codes which give the individual a personal moral compass.

Mankind has always attained successful self-government in democratic representative republics when the populace share a personal moral compass that points to the Natural Moral Order.

we are punished BY our sin

Humans are very committed and gifted self-swindlers.

Evil doesn't always look evil, and sin doesn't always look evil.

Life in the fallen world is like attending the ultimate masquerade party.

Lust masquerades as a love of beauty.

Gossip lives in the costume of concern and prayer.

Craving for power and control often wears the mask of biblical leadership.

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