smell the color nine

"Soul becomes as it desires and
its essential freedom is chained by its desires."

Saint Brenard of Clairvaux

unnatural desire

Chinese charater for sick Chinese charater for corrupt Chinese charater for foolishness

Organic desire is natural.

Inorganic desire is unnatural.

Certain things enhance living.

Certain things detract from living.

Sin can be defined as a sickness of the soul in the pursuit of unnatural desire outside natural moral constraints.

"We are not punished for our sins, but by them."
Michael Stormcloud

"Know verily that knowledge is of two kinds: Divine and Satanic. One welleth out from the fountain of divine inspiration; the other is but a reflection of vain and obscure thoughts. The source of the former is God Himself; the motive-force of the latter the whisperings of selfish desire. The former bringeth forth the fruit of patience, of true understanding and compassion; whilst the latter can yield naught but arrogance, vainglory and conceit." - Bahá'u'lláh

To survive in a world full of lions, tigers and bears children had to be taught to protect themselves. This means following the instincts that come to naturally to each of us in the form of emotion. Unfortunately a mind set of self-protection often gives rise to selfish behavior.

This creates a conundrum. How does the tribe survive if each individual is looking out only for his or herself ? The answer is - it doesn't.

All members of the tribe are required to go through an initiation process when they near puberty in which they are introduced to the god protector of the tribe through a mystical experience.

The method used to modify the thought processes of the newly sexed tribe member to bring them into the fold of the tribe has always been shock and awe through a gruelling initiation process. This revised thought processes in a manner which replaced self-focus with a tribal family focus or institutional focus.

With the replacement of most traditional modes of tribal living with MICE culture most people remain in an infantile state of self-focus.

Infantile self-focus looks for something, anything novel, to amuse itself.

Here a soul slips into unnatural desire that cannot be fulfilled in reality.


The Greatest Epidemic Sickness Known to Humanity

"The hedonistic psychology involves, according to the stock phrase, a "hysterion-proteron"; it puts the cart before the horse. In reality, the imagined pleasantness is forged by desire, not desire by imagined pleasantness."
Hastings Rashdall

"In hedonistic societies people have a tendency to escape into ignorance or naive doctrines. Some people even feel contempt for suffering persons." - Andrew Lobaczewski

"All our desires may be generalized as desires to substitute a more satisfactory state of affairs with a less satisfactory state of affairs. A rational ethics cannot be built on merely on what we "ought" to desire but on what we do desire. The ultimate goal of the conduct of each of us, as an individual is to maximize his own happiness and well-being. Therefore the effort of each of us, as a member of society, is to persuade and induce everyone else to act so as to maximize the long run happiness and well-being of society as a whole." - Henry Hazlitt

Moral and ethical truths have revealed themselves throughout the course of human history and men and women of integrity have recorded them.

Initially these recordings were conveyed to the next generation through the Oral Tradition but everything changed when Alexander III of Macedonia conquered the 'known' world.

Before the synthesis of the various mythological thought models the diverse cultures all used proverbs which were simply recordings of the speech of the Oral Tradition.

Examples are seen in the Words of Jesus in the Gospel of Thomas and in the words of Lao Tze, Confucius and Siddhartha Gautama.

The Hebrews in Alexandria borrowed the narrative myth style of the Greeks and used it to create a realistic narrative history of the Hebrews.

Then came synthesis upon synthesis of mythological thought in the West until that was put to an end by Catholic Roman Emperor Theodosius I in hopes of creating a conforming unified social culture but truly all that ended was the Hellenistic Age of Reason, replaced by the Dark Ages.

Along the way viable initiation processes were lost simply due to the fact that the tribal body had grown too large and were replaced with largely hollow rituals like Bar Mitzvah or Catholic Confirmation.

Without the gruelling initiation process the structure of the human brain remains self-focused.

MICE culture beckons with visions of fulfilled unnatural desire !

Rules of moral conduct no longer apply to those immersed in MICE culture.

opiates ! i need opiates !

examples include:

Rush Limbaugh, opiate addicted radio shock jock drug warrior.

Jimmy Swaggart, television neoevangelist, addicted to prostitutes.

Ted Haggard, National Association of Evangelicals, sodomite and meth freak.

Bill O'Reily, self-righteous spin doctor, lout and sexual pervert.

William J. Bennett, Book of Virtues, drops millions gambling.

William J. Bennett commenting on the Baker-Hamilton Commission stated: "I've never seen such smugness, arrogance or insufferable moral superiorty."

see no evil hear no evil speak no evil

The Deceiver showed me Three Monkeys:

"See No Evil - Hear No Evil - Speak No Evil

Emulate them, my boy!" he commanded me ...

i went deaf, dumb and blind ...

years later Jesus the Therapeutae whispered in my ear

"WAKE UP" ! and I awoke !

Jesus the Therapeutae reached down taking hold of
the Bamboo Corporate Stake that had blinded me,
pulling it from my right forebrain

instantly the Lumière Infinie of the Creator blazed forth,
the Fire of the Burning Bush,
the Veil turned to Ash and became as Nothing.

i could see again !

Jesus reached down ripped the Duct Tape from my mouth.

i could speak again !




Morning Star Athbhreith Athbheochan Kwisatz Haderach Druid

Jesus baptized in the Water of Life

Seven Deadly Sins

Chinese charater for gluttonyChinese charater for envyChinese charater for sloth
Chinese charater for wrathChinese charater for prideChinese charater for lustChinese charater for greed

spiritual healing

they are seven,
just seven deep in the Earth,
just seven far into the Heavens,
they are seven, neither male nor female
they are ghosts of towering rocky mountains
they are a cold cutting wind on a warm still day
they are strangers to emotion, they have thought not
they wear the Mask of Desire over the Mask of Evil
they feed upon corrupt enemy Souls,
seven unnatural desires fill every thought

i name the seven here to be brought into the Light
gluttonous slothful envious lustful greedy wrathful pride
in the name of Heaven let them be restored to our Sight

i name the seven here to be brought into the Light
gluttonous slothful envious lustful greedy wrathful pride
in the name of Earth let them be restored to our Sight

i name the seven here to be brought into the Light
gluttonous slothful envious lustful greedy wrathful pride
Let the Dreaming restored thy Sight

Morning Star Athbhreith Athbheochan Kwisatz Haderach Druid

"There is a proverb which maintains that the appetite is restored by eating. This proverb, vulgar though it be, has a very extensive significance: by preforming horrors, desire to commit additional ones is whetted, and the more of them one commits, the more of them one desires." - Marquis de Sade

The seven deadly sins, derived from natural human desire, morph into sin when a desire is pursued with a relentless thirsting obsession for which there is no natural satisfaction.

Unrealistic, unattainable or manufactured desire corrupts natural human desire.

Manufactured desire based upon fantasy, faulty comprehension or fluoride allows the demons of spiritually corruption to consume the Eternal Soul.

Seven blind MICE of manufactured desire gnaw away at the Eternal Soul.



Chinese charater for gluttony

to desire and take more substance than
is needed to sustain self and dependents

"Gluttony is an emotional escape,
a sign something is eating us."
Peter De Vries

people trap


Chinese charater for envy

to desire objects possesed by others

"Covetousness leaves us perpetually dissatisfied."

Tenzin Gyatso



Chinese charater for sloth

to enslave others through inaction

"Thou seest how sloth wastes the sluggish body,
as water is corrupted unless it moves."

Neuroscience of Procrastination

US Foreign Policy


Chinese charater for wrath

to seeth with anger and seek revenge

"In the souls of the people the grapes of wrath are
filling and growing heavy, growing heavy for the vintage."
John Steinbeck

prdie before the fall


Chinese charater for pride

to inflate oneself in imagination above others

"If I am elected President,
I will end the special interest monopoly in Washington, D.C."
Donald Trump

The President Is a Ponzi Scheme

a whore somewhere in this image


Chinese charater for lust

inappropriate sexual desire

"Lust is to the other passions what the nervous fluid is to life;
it supports them all, lends strength to them all ambition,
cruelty, avarice, revenge, are all founded on lust."
Marquis de Sade



Chinese charater for greed

to monopolize resources

"Greed is not a financial issue.
It's a heart issue."
Andy Stanley

These seven unnatural desires can become active in any and all combinations. Unnatural desire acts like a giant ball of constricting twine that struggles and thrashs as it slowly squeezes the life out of living soul !

"Do not boast that you have no pride, because it is less visible than an ant's foot on a black stone in a dark night." - Saadi of Shiraz

counting money

"Evil people squander their money on sin." - Proverbs 10:16

Chinese charater for obsession

Obsession is evil

If one becomes obsessed with any one 'thing' to the point of excluding most other 'things' from conscious thought one allows this one 'thing' to act as a control mechanism for one's life which has become centered on this one 'thing'. It really does not matter what this 'thing' is. What matters is that this 'thing' has been given a status above and beyond that which should rightly be bestowed upon it by the individual.

Take for example the case of Lee Seung Seop, a 28 year old Korean. After playing the online game "World of Warcraft" for 50 hours he collapsed, dying a few hours later.

"He was so concentrated on his game that he forgot to eat and sleep. He died of heart failure brought on by dehydration and exhaustion," said Park Young Woo, a psychiatrist at the Taegu Fatima Hospital, where Lee died.

Denizens of the industrialized, developed Earth, 'modern' men and women, are obsessed with the sexual; it is the only realm of primordial adventure still left open. Like apes in the zoo, they spend their energy on the one field of primordial adventure remaining; human lives otherwise are pretty well caged in by the walls, bars, chains, and the locked interest rates of our industrialized social culture.

Neverless, sexual desire morphed into lust brings along envy, greed, pride and wrath which have destroyed countless human lives.

Natural sex, as nature intended, between two genetically compatible individuals of the opposite sex (donkeys and horses make mules), is a natural part of the flow of life and should never be seen as evil.

"Young people don't have a lot of reference points for them, the corporate media is reality. So, you're a young individual, you're curious, you haven't had sex but you don't want to appear to be a neophyte. What do you do? You go on the internet to see, how should I behave? What they're getting is a stilted perception of reality." - Ralph DiClemente

"The more women I talked to, the more it became clear that 'hotness' was the largest factor in the equation of their self-worth. When they talked about what they wanted to do with their lives, they spoke not of jobs or grad school but of looking good, of having the right equipment and experience to ensure a place in the raunch-obsessed popular culture they'd come to see as the real world." - Meghan Daum

sexual deviancy is evil

Creepy New Netflix Show Sexualizes Children

Sexual deviancy is evil

"The reality is there are 700,000-plus sex offenders living in the streets of America." - Hemanshu Nigam, chief security officer for MySpace 01/09

"In a culture in which the sexualization of childhood is big business - mainstream media amalgamation such as Disney earn billions by marketing sexy products to children too young to understand their significance - is it any wonder that pedophiles feel emboldened to claim that they shouldn't be ostracized for wanting sex with children?

On an internet bulletin board, one self-avowed "girl lover" offered a critique of a New York Times series on pedophilia:

"They fail, of course, to mention the hypocrisy of Talmudwood selling little girls to millions of people in a highly sexualized manner."

I hate to say it, but the pedophiles have a point here.

There are plenty of good reasons to worry about children and sex.

But if we want to get to the heart of the problem, we should obsess a little less about whether the neighbor down the block is a dangerous pedophile - and we should worry a whole lot more about good old fashioned American corporatism, which is busy serving our children up to pedophiles on a corporate platter." - Rosa Brooks


The Gender Identity Fallacy

The Weaponized Naked Girl

Reversing Disney's Black Magic Sex Spells

Hypersexualized culture called public-health threat

Hyper-Sexualized Culture Fueling Human Trafficking

Sexualized Culture Is Creating Mental Health Issues in Our Youth

The hypersexualization of American tween culture: Has it gone too far?

Transgender is 'Mental Disorder;' Sex Change 'Biologically Impossible'

How the US uses sexual humiliation as a political tool to control the masses

Masochism is defined as pleasure, gratification or release, which may be sexual or otherwise, obtained from pain, suffering, deprivation, degradation, humiliation, submissiveness, physical and emotional abuse, inflicted either by another or by oneself upon one's self as a result of one's own actions or the actions of others.

In the first case one turns destructive tendencies inward upon oneself.

In the second case there is a willingness or tendency to subject oneself to unpleasant or trying experiences.

Antron "Big Lurch" Singleton chewed through Tynisha Ysais' breasts, tore open her chest and ate her lung. 06/03

An Hispanic man in his 40s was pronounced dead at Ingalls Memorial Hospital by a Cook County Medical Examiner with bite mark trauma to his mouth. 02/09

31-year-old Rudy Eugene plucks Ronald Poppo eyes out and rips his face to shreds with his teeth. 05/12

3 breasted prostitute

"You will look back on all the ways you defiled yourselves and will hate
because of the evil you have done." - Ezekiel 20:43

Prostitution is evil

Taking marketing prostitution to a whole new level is "Natalie Dylan" who auctioned off her "virginity" in 2008.

"I don't have a moral dilemma with it," says the young woman, who's using the pseudonym of Natalie Dylan "for safety reasons."
chase tail
"Why shouldn't I be allowed to capitalize on my virginity?"

presidential oddities

Gambling is evil

Afraid to gamble? Blame your amygdala

A single brain connection predicts risky gambling

One of the most astounding exhibitions of human behavior is the ability of a human to him or herself that they actually enjoy being deceived out of their hard earned money. People that exhibit this type of behavior have con-vinced themselves that they are "lucky" and that gambling, living in that dream of deception, belong on the gambling path to happiness and contentment. The reality is they have allowed themselves to be victimized by their own cognitive bias'. What is the lottery? A moron tax!

Ausuf Umar Siddiqu, a computer salesman that became Fry's vice president of merchandising and operations, deposited $167.8 million in illegal kickbacks in his fake corporate bank account between 2005 and 2008.

Ausuf Umar Siddiqu gambled that all away and then some.

Ausuf Umar Siddiqu was arrested for wire fraud and money laundering.

"I don't have an evangelical view of gambling. If someone wants to spend their recreational dollars on gambling and it doesn't hurt their families or themselves, I don't care. I didn't think it was a good idea to teach schoolchildren that the way their education was being paid for was by encouraging people to gamble on impossible odds. The central message we try to teach young children is that they have to work for what they get. They have to study hard and earn their way. It seemed to be a very contradictory message that we would fund their education by encouraging a high percentage of low and middle income people to bet a dollar at 20-million-to-l odds, thinking they can win millions. It also bothers me that a significant number of people who play the lottery really are spending a high percentage of their discretionary income. These are folks who are scratching out a living. They're reaching out for some hope. And state government is really taking advantage of them. It's pathetic." - Leo McCarthy commenting on the California state lottery

It is not readily apparent exactly when the change occurred but it seems to have gathered steam about the time Enron opened up its Energy Futures Trading Floor.

Before the implosion of several large corporations due to accounting fraud the terminology of securities investing changed from "investing" to "gambling" and "betting" - terms used by Bloomberg and the Wall Street Journal among others.

Investing for anyone without insider knowledge has always been pretty much a crapshoot as success is dependent on real knowledge - not specualtion.

In the past if you were lucky enough to have a fairly educated Broker you might stand a small chance of making some money or at least not watching your money evaporate as the Federal Reserve increased the money supply.

After the financial crisis of 2008 there is no question that the purchase of securitized paper is really just the same as spinning the roulette wheel as the toxic debt the securitized paper rests upon has not and is not being retired.

November 2009 Securities and Exchange Commission recruits Kathleen M. Floyd as its new deputy director of investor education.

Kathleen M. Floyd was executive director of the Stock Market Game, a virtual-investing program that gave hundreds of thousands of students a $100,000 make-believe portfolio to play with designed and distributed by a foundation financed by the Securities Industry and Financial Markets Association.

"Call me skeptical, but I can't help wondering if the endgame is to prep young scholars to grow up to be willing brokerage-firm customers.

Investor education for students means gambling on stock prices 12 weeks out?" - Susan Antilla

"You could teach kids the basic rules of blackjack and have a more lasting and beneficial impact." - Tim Collins

Sociology doctoral student Kyle Siler analyzed 27 million online poker hands by using the software PokerTracker to upload and analyze small-stakes, medium-stakes, and high-stakes hands of No-Limit Texas Hold'em with six seats at the table. The more hands players won, the less money they collected. The multiple wins were for small stakes which were offset by occasional significant losses.

Greg Hogan was president of his Lehigh University sophomore class, second-chair cello in the university orchestra, a finance and accounting double major, worked at the chaplain's office and is the son of a Baptist minister. Greg Hogan due to his secret habit, on-line poker, now faces 20 years for robbing a bank to pay his gambling debt!

Cognitive bias occurs when the player fails to do the cognitive accounting - taking into account the fact that winning streaks end after the player has, now confident in his ability to win, increased the stakes until major losses occur. This is an example of the double or nothing fallacy.

"Riskiness may be profitable, especially in higher-stakes games, but it also increases the variance and uncertainty in payoffs. Living one's life, calibrating strategies and managing one's bankroll are particularly challenging when enduring wild and erratic swings in short term results of luck. The biggest opponent for many players is themselves, given the challenges of optimizing one's mindset and strategies, both in the card game and the meta-games of psychology, rationality, and socio-economic arbitrage which hover beneath it." - Kyle Siler

Cognitive bias' that gambler's fall into include: optimism bias, confirmation bias, choice-supportive bias, hindsight bias, positive outcome bias, overconfidence bias, restraint bias, selection bias, self-serving bias, illusion of control, irrational escalation, illusory correlation, base rate fallacy, gambler's fallacy, Dunning-Kruger effect, observer-expectancy effect, neglect of prior base rates effect, pseudocertainty effect, availability heuristic, disregard of regression toward the mean, neglect of probability and selective perception.

evil homosexual clowns

Homosexuality is evil

Homosexuality worships narcissism and the end of LIFE.

The classic definition of homosexuality is the same as the definition of narcissism : excessive or erotic interest in oneself or in the form of oneself.

Only female and male can have true intercourse - only intercourse allows conjunction. Every other form of 'sex' is only foreplay or sexual deviancy.

"Israel is stepping up its public relations effort to discredit Iran. The campaign plans to recruit the international gay community."- Barak Ravid 04/20/09

over analysis

chemically altered brain states

Apparently your take on reality causes you to want to hide from reality.

Personally, I can not condemn you.

Very few people are able to understand and except reality!

Drugs are a wonderful way to escape reality.

Unfortunately you will probably spend nearly every moment thinking about your drugs or using your drugs or procuring your drugs.

Your life will revolve around drugs which will become the center of the universe.

And it really does not matter whether your medication is legal or illegal!

A prescription for a medication does not make it morally right!

If you allow drugs to take over your life then you have made a conscious decision to live your life in a Prozac® induced trance.

Leave your fantasy world and return to reality!!!


Winston Smith eventually repents of his lack of love
for Big Brother and falls into his loving embrace.
1984 (Nineteen Eighty-Four) - Thug Notes

One Moral Order

"Strange times are these in which we live when old and young are taught iniquity and anyone that dares to tell the truth is called at once a lunatic and fool." - Plato

There is truly only the Natural Moral Order which is based on the Rule of Reciprocity as no manufactured form of "social order" is moral.

Traditional moral systems have innate ethical codes which give the individual a personal moral compass.

Every individual is born with a rudimentary personal moral compass which expands when one walks with the Creator (empathy) and contracts when one rejects the Creator (apathy).

Mankind has always attained successful self-government in liberal democratic representative republics when the populace share a personal moral compass that points to the Natural Moral Order.

we are punished BY our sin

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