"No man chooses evil because it is evil;

he mistakes it for happiness, the good he seeks."

Mary Wollstonecraft

their is no elevator to success, you have to take the stairs

"I did not see you descending,

but now I see you ascending."

Gospel of Mary

empathy for life

The Demoralized Mind

"There is no hell,

no inferno

except the frenzy of living."

Henri Barbusse

Diet Might Cure Depression

Signs of Desperation

Sanity of Hopelessness

Depression changes gray matter

Brain control helps fight depression

Is depression a kind of allergic reaction?

When the immune system subjugates the brain

Depression Not Caused by Chemical Imbalance

Severe depression linked with inflammation in the brain

Could Depression Be Caused By Inflammation In The Brain?

A possible role for the endocannabinoid system in the neurobiology of depression

Decreased glial reactivity involved in the antipsychotic-like effect of cannabidiol

Depression is A Disease of Civilization

The Corporate State seeks to thwart human

through the eg● the id.

Hedonism generates apathy to the plight of another.

"The clinically depressed are less susceptible to basic cognitive errors.

The clinically depressed recognize the illusion." - Daniel Gilbert

Typically depression has two facets: a physical element tied to inflamation which may be due to diet, injury or toxins and a spiritual element.

Many times when lost in depression the psychospiritual aspects keep an individual from taking the proper steps to heal the actual physical damage.

Each individual develops a worldview over the course of their lifetime.

We may fall into psychospiritual depression when expectations of reality clash with the actual facts of one's place in the overall scheme of things.

The inability to except place involves an inability to accept life as it is and a failure of imagination tied to agency - a desire to orchestrate events.

Psychospiritual depression may serve as an important catalyst in a larger living process, an opportunity to deepen, empty, and open one's heart.

From a pragmatic materialistic viewpoint depression is the nemesis of happiness indicating a fundamental failure in living life properly.

Regardless of our attitude nothing we work for lasts as nothing can free us from the drudgery of living and change is eternal.

People, trapped in the endless task of securing what they believe will make them happy, find in the long run the end of everything they cherish.

People have a hard time releasing the belief that the only way to be happy is to have life work out according to unrealistic expectations.

The epidemic of demoralization afflicting modern culture shares symptoms with depression but demoralization tends to be mislabelled and mistreated.

True liberation means a surrender of unattainable, unrealistic and egotistical desires rather than a victory over situations or conditions.

True surrender, shifting from cognitive dominance to submission, allows one the freedom to immerse oneself in the eternal moment of the joy of living.

In the Awakened Heart, peace and contentment interrupt the assumption that we must escape or change our present situation to become whole.

Emotional pain provides motivation for psychospiritual rebirth from culturally conditioned expectations allowing the living of life based on truth.

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Dante's Nine Circles of Hell

online interactive companion to the Inferno

'Gate To Hell' Found In Ancient City Of Hierapolis

Belief in a punitive afterlife linked to lower well-being

Malaise, melancholia and madness: evolutionary legacy of an inflammatory bias

"One cannot reach the dawn save by the path of night."

Kahil Gibran

Emotional Toll of Hell

"History was finite and contained within comprehensible limits.

It began with Creation and was scheduled to end with the Second Coming, which was the hope of afflicted mankind, followed by the Day of Judgment.

Within that span, man was not subject to social or moral progress as the ceaseless struggle was for the culmination, not betterment in this.

Betterment only came in the final union with God." - Barbara W. Tuchman, A Distant Mirror: The Calamitous 14th Century

Familiarity with eternity as revealed in the physical universe keeps a man sane and sober safeguarding him against a sitting addict half-truths.

The imaginations of artificial indoor lives are prone to flights of fantasy.

The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints teaches this is the last days.

Wars, pestilence, economic despair, natural disasters and a finally a great earthquake will signal the end times.

"Think of the obsession with the 'end of the world', as if formation of reality over eternity could end on the striking of a clock." - John Burroughs

Eternal Damnation (from Latin damnatio) is the concept of never ending physical torture and psychic torment in an eternal life in death for actions committed while physically alive contrary to the presumed Will of God.

Osiris returns to Earth on the Day of Awakening, resurrects every human being that lived by the Golden Rule and causes all sorrow and suffering to pass away forever in Heliopolitan eschatology.

In the Heliopolitan religious tradition, Egyptians recite the 42 negative confessions of Maat as their heart is weighed against the Feather of Truth.

An Egyptian's heart heavier than the Feather went into the Lake of Fire.

The concept of a Last Judgment originated in Persia under Zoroaster.

Zoroastrianism developed an eschatological concept of a Last Judgment called Frashokereti where the dead are raised, the righteous wade though a river of milk and the wicked burn in a river of molten metal.

Zoroastrians believe "at the end of thy tenth hundredth winter the sun is more unseen and more spotted; the year, month, and day are shorter; and the earth is more barren; and the crop will not yield the seed; and men become more deceitful, more given to vile practices and they will have no gratitude. A dark cloud makes the whole sky night."

Zoroastrians also believe an end time battle will occur between the righteous and wicked.

Sinners who repent will be punished but then forgiven.

The world will reach perfection as poverty, old age, disease, thirst, hunger, and death cease.

Evil and the spirit of evil will cease to exist, dualism will end and goodness will prevail..

In Greek mythology Kharon, the ferryman of Hades, ferries the souls of the newly deceased across the rivers Styx and Acheron that divides the world of the living from the world of the dead.

The Hellenistic dead must lie for all eternity on the cold stone floor.

Abrahamic religions have similar concepts of believers facing judgement on a last day to determine if they will spend eternity in Gehenna or Paradise.

A human "in damnation" is said to be literally living in a state of Hell - a state of spiritual c✡rrupti✡n emotionally divorced from the Creator.

"Loss of heart arises from a basic sense of grief and defeat.

Specific losses may be involved: loss of a loved one, a career, cherished illusions, material possessions, or self-esteem.

Or there may be a more global sense of defeat carried over from childhood.

The defeated person feels a powerless loss of control." - John Wellwood

2009 A new study debunks the flawed original study that concluded that a single gene determined risk of depression in response to a divorce, a lost job or another serious life reversal.

The original study claimed people with a particular variant of a gene involved in the regulation of serotonin were most likely to sink into depression after a stressful event - job loss, sexual abuse, bankruptcy.

The variant of the same gene, orginally claimed to be more resilient, was found to be no different.

Serotonin Transporter Gene and Depression

Eternal Condemnation is closely related to Eternal Damnation but implied within the concept itself is the fact that this Eternal Condemnation may not come from a deity that chooses to reside outside reality and yet effect reality.

If you find yourself repeatedly condemning yourself for actions taken or untaken then you have moved into the realm of eternal self-condemnation.

Eternal self-condemnation is getting stuck in a hindsight bias loop .

Hindsight bias is the inclination, after an event has occurred, to see the event as having been predictable, despite little or no objective basis for prediction.

What ensues is a feeling the universe is deterministic, a loss of the exercise of free will and a breaking of the spirit - a Last Judgement.

Emotions give us important information about ourselves in nature.

Those needed insights teach us how to master the zigs and zags of life.

Despair is directly related to a set of immediate survival needs.

People can instinctively feel whether things are getting better or worse.

Cultures in which things are slowly getting better have content populations.

Military culture leaves scattered bodies and despairing souls in its wake.

Despair is closely linked to the bliss of ignorogance.

One day blissfully ensconced in ignorogance, the next deep in despair.

Wide eyed observation grounds the observer in reality - not abstraction.

Accepting reality:

Nature is what she is and she must be accepted unconditionally for survival.

Social culture rules of conduct of individual sub-cultures must be observed.

The evolutionary nature of culture informs us that acceptance of current social cultural reality is not equivalent to acquiescence.

Contentment may be found hiding behind the Veil of Cognitive Blindness.


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